Showing posts with label Personal Struggle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal Struggle. Show all posts

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Our struggle to move forward..........

Life is short, yet there are moments when time becomes stagnant because it becomes a constant reminder of the wrong choices we have and there is no escape from it. Dreams are what keeps us all alive as the present is a present from the past for a better future and at the center it all is our dreams.

In this day and age, most of us hedonistic creature, running on the hedonistic treadmill, unaware of the commotions around us and we like it that way because it make our lives easier. Often time we end up using the same tactic in our planning, avoiding the unpleasant possibilities and only planning for the goods: what car to buy, where to live, who to marry ..... blah blah.... blah .... blah! But the plans mostly fail, due to unrealistic expectations and exclusions of all possibilities and then faced with the unthinkable  we breakdown..... at least I did!

All these generalizations are true for me and even today some are true! Romanticism is a very important part of our lives as it keeps us sane during the bad days by making us dream about the beautiful sunshine which will shine in our wretched lives after the storm passes. Time is a gift and so it this very moment and so to step out of the wretched holes which we have dug with out hand,  we must look up and try NOW as every moment we wait for a miracle, we miss a miracle as time itself is the miracle of our lives. We are all born unequal into this world: some are born to rich family, so to poor; some are born to smart parents, some to foolish ones; but the only things which is available at disposal to all is TIME, and it is one of the resources we fail to manage properly or efficiently.

I think, if someone is blue, they should look at how they usually spend their time day to day and from that hodgepodge, free up sometime to invest into activities which are not only productive but also beneficial to others too!

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Young stones






Distraught, running lone:
    I am a fool who must atone,
But trips at every stone!

Friday, May 25, 2012

The Prisoner


I woke up today,
                         before the earliest sun
I woke through gray,
                         to start a new run

Finally it has come,
the day I find the sum
                       of freedom
                       of choices
To bring an end;
So I send
My regards to mend
To all other cursed hand.

I put on my best clothes,
I put on my best thoughts,
I pick up all my things
I pick my soul.

So slowly,
              like a star,
                             with the pose
                             I walk
              Out the door
to war!

And so I wake up again
                                  today,
I see the new chains
Shackled around my neck
                        transferring me to the next train!
                        

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

23 times




Icy wind blows through,
        They stab me twenty three
        like Caesar but lies!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Black Sheep

It all started
When I was asleep
In the bright days
          of my lonely stays

But soon I was drenched
As the thunder roared
           with loud bangs
But soon I was scared
With pain of the dead
            facing the mad

I realized:
              I could not rhyme like Eminem
I realized:
              I could nor play like Mustain
              Or Sing like Corey
I realized:
              I could not paint like Picaso
              Think like Hawking
              Or be a hero!

Black Sheep:
               Of the world,
                          which turns its back-
               Of the bonds,
                          which stabs the back-

Never will anyone,
               look through
Cause the veil of strength,
               Just another facade
                           to pull through

What I crave
               is not what I need
What I need
               is in the grave

I am Brutus
               Torned between my loyalties
                               To self
                               &
                               To realities

I wish to be Caesar
                 Guided by self
To tame the rebel
                 Into the stable

Maybe its like this for all
                 Torned between lusting pleasures
                                 & rusting needs

Or maybe I am the only damned
Bound to be the only scammed!