Color Train

     




        Black, brown, yellow, red:
Does not matter who's your dad;
        The train goes on lad!  

The Prisoner

I woke up today,
                         before the earliest sun
I woke through gray,
                         to start a new run

Finally it has come,

the day I find the sum

                       of freedom

                       of choices

To bring an end;

So I send

My regards to mend

To all other cursed hand.

I put on my best clothes,

I put on my best thoughts,

I pick up all my things

I pick my soul.

So slowly,

              like a star,

                             with the pose

                             I walk

              Out the door

to war!

And so I wake up again

                                  today,

I see the new chains

Shackled around my neck

                        transferring me to the next train!

                        

23 times

Icy wind blows through,
        They stab me twenty three
        like Caesar but lies!

Black Sheep

It all started
When I was asleep
In the bright days
          of my lonely stays

But soon I was drenched
As the thunder roared
           with loud bangs
But soon I was scared
With pain of the dead
            facing the mad

I realized:
              I could not rhyme like Eminem
I realized:
              I could nor play like Mustain
              Or Sing like Corey
I realized:
              I could not paint like Picaso
              Think like Hawking
              Or be a hero!

Black Sheep:
               Of the world,
                          which turns its back-
               Of the bonds,
                          which stabs the back-

Never will anyone,
               look through
Cause the veil of strength,
               Just another facade
                           to pull through

What I crave
               is not what I need
What I need
               is in the grave

I am Brutus
               Torned between my loyalties
                               To self
                               &
                               To realities

I wish to be Caesar
                 Guided by self
To tame the rebel
                 Into the stable

Maybe its like this for all
                 Torned between lusting pleasures
                                 & rusting needs

Or maybe I am the only damned
Bound to be the only scammed!

Foxy Morons

Its a new beginning-
               Ending the ride;
Opening every doors-
               Closing like tide;

The crook
       at the brook
Croaks
       like the brokes

But not out of pain
But out of stain

We are at war,
For good's evil,
Claiming life like tar,
For tyrant's civil.

We:
stare,bare, with care;
Out of fear, like a liar.
We:
hear,near, who's dear;
But fire everywhere.       

Rejected

Let us all run
                  away
as far as we can
away from the lies
Taught by ties

So much I crave
But I am Just another slave
Bound,
           Tied,
                  Tried,
                           of cries.

I dreamed of castles
But found hassles
Lost in hustles and bustles
                                        of my lowly life

And so here I stand,
                               Shaken,
                                          Broken,
Taken myself off this evil den
Into the lion's mouth
Because now I see no new world
Except the shadows of my broken knife.

Lies Ties

Opening the door

               To the wild West,

Trying to score

               In a wicked test,

A violent door-

You open with jest

A dark moor-

You roam in rest

As you walk down

Holding hands;

As you talk off

Profaning self;

I wish I can remind-

Ties from lies won't

                          survive!

A stern truth you won't

                          survive!

Why Cry?

The lights flickers

         On and off,
The life sneakers
         Running up and down,
But do we know why?

Harsh words breaking me
Harsh thoughts chasing me
With such an evil eye!

Why not look around?
Why not look back?
Chained by lust-
Chained by disgust-
That is all we desire!

I might be wrong,
I hoped I was;
But its always the same song-
We sing every day
We sing every night
Wasting time for what all long!

Tell me now can we not see
The tyranny in thee,
Tell me how can we not be
The gold of society,

I have seen good-
But only with evil
I have seen lust-
But only without love.

And at this moment:
When I should lament,
For failing to cement,
The ways of ways of tyrant-

But I am no fool
Because this all ends too soon!

Where we all stand?

It is sometimes hard to believe how we can stand up to the norms of society to establish ourselves as an unique individual, but sadly most of us end up losing our uniqueness and getting lost in the sea of homo sapiens.


So if I ask some random stranger, "Where do you stand today?" there can be a few possible reactions: he/she might ignore me thinking that I am a total lunatic, he/she might answer sarcastically ,"on the ground, duh!" or maybe they just might give it a few seconds of thought to reflect on their life's situation and answer it honestly.


So what do we all seek? Money, power, love, hate, fulfillment, attention, enjoyment and the list goes on! At the end of the day, when you put your head on the pillow, do you sleep well or do you just ponder more about what other desires need to be fulfilled? It might sound like a very familiar situation to many since it is the reality of the lives that we live. Greed, lust and ungratefulness seem to be the driving force behind our everyday life and have brought us humanity to where we are. Now it can be debated that compared to a few decades ago, most of us are better of and to some degrees it is true but it only pertains to our materialistic existence! Now I might sound crazy when I say this, but our belief that we need more to do more is what will bring our ultimate demise and if we look around today we can see the effects can already be felt. 


It would be unethical of me if I sat that we can all change ourselves right now but at this very moment we need to realized that we have a problem which needs to be solved, and the first step would be that we all stop rationalizing our misdeeds! Now lets take a step behind and and take a look around ourselves and try to reflect .......... what we will find is that everyone is so proud of the objects that they own, they have lost the sight of who they are! 


I can pointing out to a lot of our everyday narcissistic behavior but my duty is not to judge but rather to point out the solutions that I have found and share it with everyone.


I will try to tackle an aspect our almost everyone's life and it even relates to me! Although we all celebrate mother's day and father's day with cards and cakes and whatever else that you do it with, we always forget to present our parents with something they deserve more than any other person alive on this planet:  they deserve our respect! But do we really care about? Don't we all rationalize "Its okay, I just misbehaved with them once"?



But hold on, are we supposed to do so? Our mothers, who bore you for 9 months, she went through immense pain to give birth to us and yet their love remains constant! Think of it this way, if your best friend punched you hard over a girl, would you still go and apologize to him the next day? Now, times that pain you felt when you were punched by at least a thousand and you might be close to the pain your mother felt when giving birth to you, yet she keeps on loving you from the day you were born and still today! We are not even counting in our mothers' countless hours of lost sleep due to our own conditions as infants ................. yet they keep on loving us!

So where do we stand? You judge yourself and tell us all! It is important that we stop spiraling down the evil's drain because once we reach the break point we will never find light which will soothe our soul, and I am not referring to the hereafter, I am talking about this world. We will all suffer if we do not stop rationalizing and do not solve the root problem, an almost factual understanding in the field of psychology!

So next time you are about to misbehave with them, picture the pain you mother felt which is why you are here and try not to make her go through worse by breaking her heart and I will also try to do so at my best possible limit to! SO REST assured ......... :D