When one has thoughts that conflict each other, it often becomes difficult for him/her to reach points of reasonable self understanding of needs, wants and demands of life. I have pondered quite a lot and as of right now I have no ticket out of this uncertain existence.
Conflicts are usual part of human existence, but when there's a conflict in existence itself it creates quite a turmoil oneself. We are all in search of the reason behind our existence and it helps to fuel through our everyday struggles but when one loses the reasons it can be a very vague existence fueled by lust, hunger and animal instinct which is a very empty life.
Now, it is true many turn to this kind of life, but what do they achieve? ........... NOTHING .............
I might be quite biased but one of the truth behind such an existence is that it is a loop tied by an invisible enemy which we are trying to fight off to lead our life the way we plan it to be...... but almost everyone of us tends to fail.
So where is the true salvation for people of such nature? There is no single answer since everyone one is unique and has unique problems but one thing is certain, the true salvation maybe in searching for salvation itself!
Is it too far fetched? Maybe! Will it be successful? Maybe! Will it change someone? Maybe! But it is always worth a try and I will do so ................ without a doubt! :D